TODAY’S SHARE YOUR VIEWS- I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF…..

My marriage is 12 years old, i love my husband and 3 kids so much, but i recently got bored of the marriage and fell in love with another man, a widower. Even though i tried not to hurt my family and stay with them, i cant help loving this new man, i feel lost and sad in my home that i sometimes feel like killing myself while im always happy and full of life when im with this other man. Tolu, please what do i do, im loosing my mind, should i go with this man for the sake of my happiness or stay back and remain unhappy?