HELP, IM IN LOVE WITH MY EX

I am married with kids.my husband is an amazing dad and very caring.we are very good friends but we are not intimate,we have been married for about 5years now and we have not french kissed for 3years now.

At the beginning of our marriage,he was really cheating on me,which i found out a number of times but i stood by him.One day,i ran into my childhood sweetheart and we exchanged numbers, we started chatting on old times and i found myself falling in love with him again.We planned on hooking up with no plans of doing anything,but we found ourselves kissing. He said he never stopped loving me and he will forever love me. Since that day we have had sex like 5 times ,even though sometimes we cry about it because we know it is wrong but we are madly in love. My husband and i dont have sex anymore,i have stopped seeing my ex but i think of him all the time. I have prayed,but my heart is still with my ex.i need help ,no insults please,i av been decent all my life its just unfortunate.

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